Abel come on...give me the keys

They smashed my brain. They did it when I was asleep.
I tried to figure it out who I was when I left.
But the door was locked...I thought I was out...I was wrong.

You messed my head up as I floated on that boat.
You taught me new things, things that I would never think about.
You missed me while I was gone. You think you have me back.
You better miss me all the time from now on...I will never be back again.

I fucked up your head. You pushed me inside. I can't get out now.

Being here, outside you, inside me, away from this and floating around was not the plan.